Before you... empty, retched, anger
Nothing mattered

They played with me
Heart tampered
Pain leaked out
Blood splattered

Heart scarred
Tissue became thick
Hardened and black
Made me sick

Before you... Meaningless embraces
Blinded and cold
My acts tasteless

Face after face
Place after place
Lie after lie
Fake after fake

Before you... Impenetrable walls
You're breaking them down
With no force at all

Now gazing into you
A glimmer of hope
Are you strong enough?
Do you think you can cope?

There is so much in me
That you don't know
All that misery
I must let go

Will you risk it?
Don't turn away
Will you listen?
When I hate

Do you understand?
Am I reaching you?
Did you suffer
Before me too?

Please me, appease me
I know I'll get through
All the bullshit
That came before you

The struggle is slowly ending
Cant you see?
You fill my emptiness
There's a new part of me